V. THE ANSWERS YOU SEEK - DELAYED

In the silence I've asked, 'Is he appointed for me?'
Answers of confirmation were sent my way
Taking it back to God, needing a lot courage to muster up
Getting troubled with the battle between heart and mind
To pick up the indirect messsage obviously
Rationalising my feelings has gotten in the way
Not so clueless but ended up not believing any
Till suddenly all of that stopped
Hesitation has always been the area of my problem
Don't blame me for not being such an expert

Can't be bound to...