My sickness has turned into weeks , and months .
Making me feel as if this is a hill I can’t jump.
Pain and swelling all over my body .
Realizing I have no one close to talk about it .
Thoughts of what could happen weighing my mind .
Constantly praying too the divine.
With tears in my eyes wondering why ???
Praying he gives me just a little more time .
To prepare and set in my children’s mind .
That this could be my moment in time .
Too step away from this world and say my goodbyes .
I see things clearer my wrongs and rights .
And what once was a confusion became a beacon of light .
To show me how much I had twisted my life . When Gods plan was to stir me right .
I admit I made decisions that detoured my life .
But all I want is a chance to make it right .
So my children don’t suffer when I say goodbye.


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