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SHY
I'm one of the quietest people you'll ever come across,
I'm so shy that I lack the confidence to give a toss.
What I wouldn't give to be noticed or even heard,
And have my feelings come out word for word.
What could possibly be holding me so far back?
Is it only confidence or is there something more I lack?

I have never really felt comfortable in a huge crowd,
Never really stood out been tall and proud.
I hate being in public with everyone judging me,
Cuz I'm definitely not the person they think they see.
Is there anything anything at all I could possibly do?
To have as much confidence as someone like you?
I just want to be a normal person and not be scared,
I wanna touch new ground and do what I've never dared.

I'm sick of feeling like I'll never be good enough,
And I wanna be the one that everyone thinks is tough,
Do you think it has anything to do with being bullied at school?
Scarred for life because I was never that kind of cool.
I remember the boys the next year up were so cruel,
They made me think I was nothing but a stupid fool.
Then they'd laugh and think they were so great,
And suddenly every bit of love in me turned to hate.
After a while I turned to mum she was always there,
She'd always listen and always seem to care.