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seeking hell


Looking into my eyes in the mirror, knowing it only makes me wish I was more. what i am now and what I want to be are far from the same. If I ever will be that person, I do not know. Now I truly know what hell is. living on earth but not wanting to. Having a family yet they act as if they don't know your name. Whatching a loved one suffering through the painfulness of life. But you can't do anything but stand there and watch. Hell on earth, hell is life. Some people seek hell. attention, followers, something to make there heart race. is that so bad in the grand scheme of things? How should I know. But the worst of all is always trying so hard to be someone else. When really your best a being yourself. Hell is knowing there's a lie but also knowing that the truth behind it would kill you. So you don't look for answers instead you live life in a bubble. Seeking only hell.


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