When people ask me why I have such high expectations I just stare at them

Would they understand me if I took the time to explain

Would the understand the heart throbbing pain?

I have high expectations because I want to be the best version I possibly can be

And I do not believe that I will ever like myself
Unless there’s multiple rewards on the shelf


But there’s more

I push myself because I know if I don’t there will be an end
Something I won’t be able to mend

When I push myself I do it for my well being

But sometimes it feels like otherwise
Still I keep telling myself these lies

To me this is healthy

But when I go back into reality
I realize this may lead to my fatality.
© PaytQ