I want to show you my gratitude.

Thank you, my sweetheart. Thank you for being there for me with open arms. As rough as things have been for me in my past, you've overlooked all of it without batting an eye. No shred of judgement has come from you when you knew that I needed reassurance, no matter the circumstance.

Thank you for being such an understanding, kindhearted soul.
Thank you for accepting me and for embracing me for who I am.

I want you to know that I appreciate every gesture you've made. You really have made so many accomplishments this far in your life, even if you do not recognize that. I am so proud of you.

I can say, with confidence, that there is no other person I would rather hold hands with along this journey that we call our life.

There have been plenty of bumps in the road for you along your journey, I'm sure. And there are still more to come. We have such a long way to go, even if we're bound to trip.

I vow to accept your past, your flaws and mistakes. Setbacks build experience, after all. We will continue to learn as we keep moving forward with one another.

I will gladly stand by you. I will support you. I will encourage you. I will guide you as much as I possibly can. It is my pleasure to be right here with you through it all.

I believe that you deserve the best to come out of your life. Us meeting was not pure luck, although it does feel that way, doesn't it? Damn, do I question how I had been so blessed for you to have come into my life in the first place.

I know you're not perfect, but you surely brighten up my life.
You're a jokester. You're stubborn. You're gentle. You're validating. You're an overthinker. You're everything I've ever dreamt of. I cannot help but smile each time I gaze into your icy eyes, those shades of blue take my breath away.

I would fight for you, I would never give up on you. I would show you loyalty and passion in ways you've never seen before. I promise that I will always be here for you, whenever you need somebody the most.

I want to be the one who can make you laugh and smile on a regular basis. I want to be your comfort even on your bad days. Oh, how I miss that radiant smile of yours. I've never seen anything quite like it before.

I cannot promise you the perfect relationship. There will come misunderstandings, obstacles, and issues we'll have to face together.
What I will promise you is, that despite whatever is yet to come, I will be there holding your hand each step of the way. I will be here to love you unconditionally.

You see, I adore all those tiny, insignificant pieces that create the puzzle in which who you are. Each insecurity of yours is something that I adore.

Knowing and understanding each others' faults helps to be able to build a more stable future. I want to learn every aspect there is to know about you.

When I found you, it felt like I'd found an entirely new universe in your arms. I look forward to every moment we have yet to share together. Those are the times I will cherish the most.

Even as I write this, there is nothing that I want more than to have you right here with me. I desire to hold you, as I gently run my fingers through your hair, touching your skin, pressing my lips against your neck and enjoying your scent while we soak up each others' presence. I'd trace your jawline with my fingertips, appreciating every aspect of your existence. I wish I could feel the warmth of your breath against my skin, as we cuddle, sending chills through every ounce of my being. I want to feel my heart melting into a blood puddle.

If only you truly knew the way that I feel each time that I look at you and your mesmerizing smile. I care for you more than you could ever imagine.

Your efforts have shown me passion, madness, possessiveness, happiness, and protection. You have provided me with security. In you, I've found desire, recognition, respect. I have found life, reason, depth. My reason to smile when I wake up each morning thinking of you. My reason to smile when I close my eyes at night. You have allowed me to see life in new dimensions.

I have found myself in you.

I am certain I am ready to build with you.

I treasure you, I relinquish my heart to you.


With that being said...


Without a doubt,


I love you


with the absolute


entirety


of my heart.






I never had the chance to tell you,


and


then


you



left...




© kayjanelle