Am I supposed to live long?

am I supposed to live long
tell me why or tell me why not
it is not my wish to live without a home
no body knows how I feel alone
in the center of pain
where there is no gain
where people call me a thief a monster,a bastard,a criminal
because I live on the street
some times I feel I am nobody
nothing but the truth behind the scenes
no mother no Father
no brother no roof
no food

some times things are kind
but sometimes not
I go to the lorry park
I wash cars ,some times they give me cash
I go to the market place I sweep the floor I threw cabbage And they give me some cash
I go to the slum...