If you think you'd want to see me on my knees and beg for your ass to stay then, I hate to break it to you but adios sweetheart!!!

It's true you once had been the center of my attention but you were also one heck of a shitshow.

I mean, I'm surprised for keeping up with you for so long when all I did see in you was a joke. I still fall for you though and I blame myself for that although I won't call it a mistake....

And if you ask me why, that's because you made me realize how much of a fool I am for not loving myself the way I've loved you. But now I've changed and you're still the same.

One day I'm gonna lose you. You might end up with someone else or probably be as good as dead. Either way, I'm not gonna lose me no more.

And of all the shits I've been through, never thought I was gonna say this but I was the one who pulled myself up when I hit rock bottom; I was the one who kept me going hoping for open windows when there's just closed doors; I was the one hugging myself when I thought I don't deserve the world and that I was just another lie; and I was also the one who believed in me so that I could get through it all, which I did and that there's more to life than just to survive.

I'm sorry but you can leave if you want to. You were never mine from the very beginning and I've never really lost you. You just happened to be someone holding the key to a bittersweet truth, and in finding you I found myself. And now I've got no shame in saying 'I've Got Me. I Always Have And I Always will.'