It does kills me,
evry night, every day, every min, every second.
I stopped the counting of days of my despair....
A hope was always there in me,
To be free of all guilts and past life.
A suffering from within,
From our own blood.
It shatters me in every way..
To have not confidence in me.
I am lagging alot from my mates,
I can see the difference..
This emptiness in me,
Drowning me deep within.
I can hardly hear any voice,
Although I always keep this positive vibes.
Though the darkness consuming me every inch of me.


© sereina