And her memories began haunting me like those ideas, those words that always came to my mind, made my heart skip a bit, stopped my breath for a second, and before I could write it down, escaped into oblivion. I kept searching for them with everything I had. Sometimes, just to feel again how I felt when it first arrived in my head. And sometimes to tell the world and make everyone feel the way I had felt. Sometimes, just to avoid that helpless feeling of loss that takes birth in one's heart when one fails to hold on to something important to them. Sometimes, with the fear of that idea showing up in someone else's head and they being able to hold on to it. It haunted me the more I searched for it. I wanted it more the more it haunted me. The more I wanted it, the more it ruined me. The more it ruined me, the more memories it affected with its colors, which I couldn't name.

- Akshay Vasu

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