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"BreakUp"
"Break Up"
By: De Ona Marie Charamut
14Sept23

I just don't see it
How I ever made it through
I just don't see it
How I stayed so long with you
Some days are hard
But others are extreme
You.ll really never know
How much you meant to me
I just dont see it
How things changed so fast
The way things were goin
I'm surprised how long it did last
You're nothing but a moocher
And you're VERY insecure
Your love has always been distant
And always so obscure
I just don't see it
How I allowed you in my heart
You KNEW what you had plans on doing
Right from the very start
I'm glad it ended now
Instead of ten, fifteen, twenty years later
I needed a companion
I didn't need a dictator
You shouldnt have to live your life
Always walking on egg shells
Afraid to defend yourself
Afraid you'll go to jail
How is jail by the way?
It's been what, about a month now?
You'll never hit me again cause
It's just something I won't allow
I never should have let it slide
I knew it'd happen again
It wasn't a matter of IF it would
It was a matter of WHEN
Us being together I'm sorry
I just don't see it
How I could be with someone
Who's a lying ass hypocrite
I just don't see it nor
Will I probably ever understand
How you could do that to the one you love
And hit em with a back hand
I'm moving on with my life
And I suggest you do the same
I just feel sorry for the next girl
That falls for your little game
You have no idea the mental anguish
Every day you put me through
I guess I should be honest
For the last 8 months I've been tryin to leave you
You must have been kidding to think
That we were gonna get married
That was a death sentence
That I wasn't willing to carry!!
Stop contacting me
Stop blowing up my phone
Go on your merry OWN WAY
And leave me THE FUCK ALONE
Lemme make myself very clear
Since you didn't seem to get the memo
I don't wanna be with you
You need to let me go!!!!
Go and find someone else
That plays the same games you play
Cause I'm done with the nonsense
And I'm moving on today
So, stop contacting me
Stop blowing up my phone
Go on your merry own way
And leave me the fuck alone