When I Think

When I think of the 5 years with you, my heart wants to remember the good times.
Then my brain kicks in to remember the realities.
My trust has been shattered,
My heart has been shook.
I think of everything from me you took.
I feel like a fool,
Who was nothing more than your tool.
I've been broken and bruised
And I think of everything you made me loose.
Parts of me will never be the same,
Realizing to you it was all a game.
And never again will I be the same.

-Julie S.
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