🎧If I die Young by The Band Perry 🎵🎶
If I die tonight...
I won't want anyone to think I died because of them.
I died simply because I couldn't find a cause. I don't know why I'm here and what I'm doing here. I feel alone. Reaching out to others feels troublesome.
I want everyone to know that though I excelled in most of the things I did, it was only because of the high expectations they placed on me. I hate being a failure.
I want everyone to know that they have chosen a path for me and I can't keep following it. I want my own life. I want my own friends. I'm tired of being a push about.
I'm fed up with people forcing themselves on me.
I'm an introvert and a coward. An overthinker. Nothing ends well for me-
My life included
If there's an afterlife after this, I promise I'll live well buh if there's none..... I guess hell will welcome me.

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