The anger rages on inside,
It's one thing you have never been able to hide.
Like an inferno all it takes is one little spark,
And everything around you goes dark.
Your not looking for a fight,
It doesn't matter whether your wrong or right.
You can't control it,you just see red,
The anger and anxiety just take over your head.
You used to be able to feel it brewing,and could settle it with a drive,
It's gotten so bad that some days you don't want to be alive.
Now it feels like every little thing gets it going,
Most people anger you without even knowing.
Once it starts all you can do is ride the wave,you have no control,
By then you have already entered that black hole.
Nobody understands how you feel,
Your losing all concepts of what is real.
You can't take this anymore,
You feel like your mind is constantly at war.
© Carolyn Leonelli