My survival instincts was high, Adrenaline at its peack
My heart beating 1 million times per second
Fear, hopelessness took over me while silently praying for a miracle to happen
I lost all hope when I heard the ripping of the last clothing on me
I became dead at the penetration.
I became numb, defeated, empty.
Then I tried to drew my last strength, to fight off the demon
Guess the demon was enjoying every bit of my struggle with a scoff on his face.
He left me fully satisfied with my body defied.
He wore his pants gracefully and proudly while leaving me clinging to my body gracelessly
Wish for a way to end his life and mine

I walked through the deserted road leading to my house with fears and paranoid
Do u know how many times I turned to check if I'm been followed? Like every fucking minutes!!!
Do you know, that brave face on me was all a facade? I'm scared anytime I walked alone where there are guys!
Do you know how unsecured I do feel when guys keep staring at me longer than necessary?
Do you have any ideas of the long path I do take to my house to avoid passing that house that is filled up with guys?
Do you know how many times I nearly hit a guy who accidentally touched me ?
Do you know have any idea how I felt around any male strangers getting close to me?
You turned me to a bipolar in a relationship!
You killed me!!!!

Don't dare asked me how?
Don't even try to justify your actions.
You said "I only had SEX...