One thing about me, I'm just a soft hearted kind person with anger issues, not knowng the life I'm living right now is magical and worth living, I think it's okay to feel sad after making the right decision.

See, I live my life in a constant fear of what I did, what I didn't do and what I can never do, but mostly, it's "never again" for a lot of things.

I soo wanna be in love and have a lifetime partner but also, I'm too young for the adults, too old to be dealing with the heart tearing things that comes with loving someone like me, with no talking stage, you either let me rant about the unfairness of love life that we already know the solutions of, or it's over

The only thing I collectively have is the audacity to always mourn the loss of things I never had, I keep saying "it is what it is" but whatever it is, it doesn't feel any good and hasn't for a while

I don’t wanna praise myself but I genuinely admire how pure soul I have, my mood instantly get lit up when I see people happy around me, and winning at life in a world full of miseries. I just need to stop trying to fix people as an "act of love". and accept the fact that people prioritise what truly matters to them, then learn romanticising my life and never forget that life is more interesting when you're insane and delusional cause you can entertain yourself so easily..