My mind is peacefully chaotic
But my life is chaotically peaceful.
I live my life of lies while
In my mind, I lay dying; almost lifeless.
"Are you hurt?"
"No I'm fine"
"Have you been crying?"
"No I just washed my eyes"
No can see how alone I feel.
No one can see how torn I am.
When we fight, my mind splits from me
It turns into someone that's not me....