Would you believe me if I told you I was fine?
Can’t you read between the lines?
Obviously I’m not fine.
I’m barely holding on.
Truthfully it’s so hard for me to get out of bed.
Truthfully it’s so hard for me to take care of myself on most days.
Truthfully I’ve become terrible with time.

Truthfully I’ve become a procrastinator.
Truthfully I feel like I’m losing my mind.
Truthfully I feel like giving up on myself and life itself all the time.
Truthfully I dread everyday I have to get out of bed.
Truthfully I just want to be alone and never socialize with anyone.
Truthfully I feel like I’ve broken my own heart a million times again and again.
Truthfully I’m tired of going on.
Truthfully it’s hard for me to move on.
Truthfully it’s hard for me to be strong.

Truthfully I don’t know how I’m still going on.
Truthfully I’d be okay with not being here no more.
Truthfully I’m not okay.
Truthfully I haven’t been okay.
Truthfully I’ve always felt this way.
Truthfully I don’t know if I’ll ever be okay.
Truthfully I’ve been praying for this pain to go away.
Truthfully the pain never goes away.
Truthfully I don’t know how to be okay.
Truthfully I can’t keep feeling this way.
Truthfully I’m tired of pretending to be okay.

I lied to you.
I lied to you.
I lied to you.
I lied to you.
You lied to me.
I am a liar.
And you’re a liar too.
I’m a liar just like you.
You lied about being okay.
I lied about it too.
But now I am admitting that truthfully I’m not okay!!!-W.O.S.
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