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having a hard time coping with the feeling of feeling happy?
Trying to process this way I feel. It has been such a long time, too long to believe it's really real. Everyday is a struggle to accept the hurt I feel. Today I think I am happy,for that to my universe I kneel. Today is the day that's been eluding me,today is exactly what I need to help me begin the process where I accept that I am human and deserve a chance to forgive myself and give myself a chance to truly start to heal. Universe please help me keep this fleeting and vague hope that I might make it because as of now this feeling I feel seems undoubtedly too good to really be real. Amadeus I will forever bask in the glory of you my love, you will forever be the one and only thing I need. From the pain and hurt now and always my love my shield ❤️
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