don't know how
he has me trained so well
although I can't always tell
it's never a surprise
cus i also know it's always lies
nothing he says it the real truth
he uses meanings that are always loose
could mean one thing but only if I see
and then it was completely
some other thing meant
but I know the message that he had sent
nothing he does is to be trusted
I don't know how I'm not more disgusted
I should have run
when he first begun
to create a war that couldn't be won
yet being part of the solution somehow became a kind of obsession
the right way to be. Could there not be one?
if your looking for yours please stop there is none
let me save you years of being in hell
if your hiding your personality inside a new shell
one created because u felt you should try
to be a more kind type of likeable and not really know why
or which part of you is causing the turmoil youre feeling
hear this it's not you and it's with evil u are dealing
you'll lose your self cus it your self their steeling
let your heart break earlie to have any chance of healing
if you don't leave earlier enough u could become too alloof
things that should make u hate the goof
will just feel like a tiny gnat to be squashed
because your threshold for Pain has grown as you were brainwashed
the little things will keep growing in their low
far below the belt that creep will aim
but will pass u the blame
and have you doubting your reality
so you actually consider the possibility
they are right and the problem is you
so u begin to monitor everything u say and do
but when u try one thing problems still come
so u try another angle but that too he's already spun
into a web that's perfectly set up for you to be wrong
yet unable to prove it was him all along
and...