It is midnight.
i have slept a while before
nearly two hours,
i had slept oblivious
free from work
unimpeded of stress
and all kind of world hindrance.

I suddenly woke up
i don't know why
but my eyes,opened so soon.

I do not remember
did i have a bad dream,
i can't remember.

I sleep straight on my bed.
both my hands and feet have numbed
not working for a while,
my whole face is wet with sweat,
my eyes is rolling for moment
rotating around bed,
looking at ceiling and also near my leg.

I sat with a little courage
in a posture of squat,
laying hands on my heart.

I don't know why
but my heart is aching too badly,
too having trouble breathing.

I started breathing fast
to calm down a bit
but it is no avail to me,
I slept again
slept on the right side,
afresh on the left side.

Nothing happened again
i sat down
i am restless
for no reason.

I started getting very nervous
and start crying,
i don't know why
but i can't stop myself.

I do not want to bother anyone with this flaw of my own
trust me i am upset with myself,
Everyone is asleep
i used to cry without sound
i feel Very restless,
my heart hurts so much.

Then i want anyone who understands me
who understand my condition,I think so.
but no.
even after telling,
there is no improvement in my condition.

still i try
i explain myself
nothing happened.everything is fine,
get well.
Understand.

Drank water again and again
tears fall from my eyes.
wiped tears repeatedly,with sobs.
sniffing hard keeping hands on my heart.

My restlessness subsided after a while
after about two hours,
and i slept again.