I searched for my happiness in the worst place ever

I thought it would be easier if I went after it in you

You, who was the other half of me
You, who was supposed to know me best
You, whose tears I once dried with much tenderness
You, whose cries I heard late at night
You, who had been given to me

I now see that nothing meant anything to you
I now see all the things I couldn't because my love for you made me oblivious
I now no longer hear, but I actually listen to all the secret words I could never understand
I finally acknowledge my wrong, letting myself be reckless with you
I finally acknowledge that I will never make the same mistake again

I will better myself before I ever fall into such a treacherous trap again


© luckyk