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desperation
The door is opening for everyone except me
One by one i see everyone happy
But the door of mine is still close and empty
Why it's not opening yet
Why is it so hard for me
My desperation is really killing me slowly gradually
I feel like I'm no more myself
It's hard to recognise myself
I get hurt easily
I get angry easily
I hate myself for feeling sorry for me
I hate god who's just waiting there
But i can't take it anymore
It's already late for me
People petty me
I hate that look in their eyes
I hate the way feel sorry for me
I hate myself totally
I hate myself for thinking about everything and everyone except me
I hate for being me .
© jooniewrites
One by one i see everyone happy
But the door of mine is still close and empty
Why it's not opening yet
Why is it so hard for me
My desperation is really killing me slowly gradually
I feel like I'm no more myself
It's hard to recognise myself
I get hurt easily
I get angry easily
I hate myself for feeling sorry for me
I hate god who's just waiting there
But i can't take it anymore
It's already late for me
People petty me
I hate that look in their eyes
I hate the way feel sorry for me
I hate myself totally
I hate myself for thinking about everything and everyone except me
I hate for being me .
© jooniewrites
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