I used to see myself through the eyes of others,I based my whole life to what they said i was,I embraced that person like a mother would to her child and without knowledge she and i became one

Even when i knew I was worth it she told me i wasn't,Even when i did deserve it she told me I didn't,whenever it hurt she laughed and told me its life.

I told her to leave she said I was the one who didn't belong,She was everything everyone knew and she was the last person i ever wanted to be,I was desparate for love, she was the one they loved.

They created her , I let her in and now she is all that's left as I'm drifting away to a state of nothingness never to be whole again.
© sylviatalisha