I wish you could open your eyes and see how much I truly love you. When I first met you at church and I wish that you could be mine, just sitting there in the third row as I walked in the first time at our church. You was staring at me as I was going to my seat in the front row. I even prayed about getting someone from our church and I was 27 at the time. When I was 32, we ended up getting together, I was so happy. We been together for 3 going on 4 years now and it feels like that you want other girls and not me anymore. It hurts a lot and wish I could understand why you do that to me. I just wish you could understand that it hurts and don't do it around me because it triggers me to be very mean because I think your going to end up leaving me like every guy that I been with has. I'm afraid that the person that I love deeply would end up leaving me for someone who is so much better than me, that has the perfect body. I wish God could open your eyes, but he can't or he won't, because it's only up to you to work on yourself, just like I have been.
© Charlotte B.