Plastered to my heart.
Warming it at night.
Danger lurking in the dark.
Living in a moment that sedates.

Fuzzy feelings of the day.
Smiles igniting lamps
Happiness waking and dying,
Until it becomes a neverending replay.

I seeped into the joy,
Whose end is not,
An evergreen fairytale,
But a fall that breaks,
My soul into bits.

I am addicted to the laughs,
That made bubbles in my moods.
Making me free in my thoughts,
Breaking me when I'm with no bounds.

I was engulfed by the feelings,
Didn't want them to leave me.
Drowned in being carefree.
Not wanting to be held down,
By trials of sorrows.

I found comfort instead,
In being with zero worries,
Cheerful and bouncy,
Preferred to be fancied.

I was lost in my blessings,
Blinded by my pride.
I did not want to feel,
The other end of the aisle,
Where dark emotions reside.

I was addicted to the moments,
Of happiness, joy and freedom.
I forgot I am a human,
Whose maze was not straight.
Rather of twists and dead ends.
With escalating highs and lows.

I could have been much more,
But I was addicted,
To the feeling in my head.


© dh_irah