it's back
and I still
don't know what it is
I say it's a feeling
but what do I feel if I just don't
it's back
and I don't know
what it means to breathe and relax
because every time I try
I fail and feel like
that's not the only thing
I am failing
right now
I think I might cry
but I'm not sad
I am not happy
and I'm not full
but I am a fool
for thinking it'll pass
and I could be a part of the mass
but why do I do now
that it's back
© Una I