It's time I realized my worth for myself
And not try to find it in somebody else
I was born into a curse
But it's not my reason for coming to Earth
I'm experiencing a new rebirth
Now that I realize my worth
No longer treating myself like dirt
The triggers were only because I was hurt
Abused as a child
Drives a mind wild
I loved being alone
Till I was shown
Affection in someone's home
And my addiction to my phone
Little girl fiercely independent
The obstacles transcendent
Till I grew up and pretended
I was happy and contented
Brought to my knees
Asking please
What has happened to me?
Who am I?
My life a lie?
Demon no longer in disguise
I am now wise
It's finally time
To love my choatic mind


© joelletabacsko