I've been thinking about the stars
I've been thinking of a way to find myself once again
I've been on this era for decades
I've been lost in the oceans of my own despair
Trying to escape, trying to find the right path
It's been enormously vague, to find meaning within this space
But I've been lost
And I've been seeking the far light that throws me back into my own fate
That long awaited fate
That non existent date
It's been all for me like a maze
But sadly with no blaze..

I see the dazzling stars shining from afar
Trying to send me a mark
Trying to remind me of my own spark
But it seems pointless
It seems like I’m roaming around lifeless
It takes all I got and turns it into ashes
It fires all I saw and makes it just flashes
Let me be alive once again
Let me imitate the circulation of your veins
Let me get the key to those chains..

Allow me to break free,
To embrace existence
To maintain resistance
To dream of an everlastly outdistance
To feel for once existed..

Let me sink my little ship of despair in your waves
Let me drown ironically what they call fears
But mostly, let me lose my sense of "when" and "where"
To find the one that will make me glare
To get lost among the lines
Among the centuries
Everlastly blasted
To hear,
To feel,
To scream,
And to get back to the one I want to clear..

I see the signs all around me
I see the unknown calling my remedy
I see the fire burning my agony
I see the planets getting trapped in my singularity
I see the future
Uncomprehensive
Unsafe
Unknown
I hear the sirens singing their deadly song
Shattering my last hope to belong
But it's still fine
It's still alright
For in the deep distance,
In the far motion,
In the unclear emotion,
Lays a fulfilling revolution..
© Arcturus