Loving her was never been easy.
Loving someone who‘s broken can damaged you, while fixing them you lose yourself in the process- or so i thought.
But to me having curiosity about her
and wanting to know more about this girl who‘s strong in the outside but drowning and screaming for help inside.
Her thoughts that she was drowning from,
that she can‘t run away no matter how she tried,
but she‘s so brave doing it all alone
The more i learned about her i finally understand that this girl is once a perfect glass,
a beautiful glass that once trust someone to hold her, to take care of her fragile heart.
Like a rope when you pull the end of it you can‘t expect that whole of it woudn‘t fall
like the glass if it falls it breaks, like the rope once that you thought you can hold yourself you wouldn‘t fall.
And like the rain your tears falls when its heavy.
I‘m your umbrella and the one who pick you up
when you can‘t understand yourself and cannot find your other pieces,
the one who stayed by your side when you think that the rope will end your pain.
Loving you was never been easy,
But not loving you will never be easy
the pain that i felt can never compared the love
you make me feel.
The way you care for me, the way you love me
and consistency of showing it all even the small things that you do for me.
I realized that we‘re both broken, i was also broken who‘s trying to fix others rather than my own, loving you make me love myself too
and that was i can‘t fix about myself, and you helped me and lift me up.
We‘re broken
but together we‘re undamaged.







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