Within the deepest part of what makes me, me, deep within my demolished,
disassembled heart, the innermost intricate parts of my deepest, unscathed
components of my scarred yet pure soul and my shattered thoughts in my mind. I begin
to somehow regain a remarkable ability to exceed even the longest of extension of
reaching down with only silent omission of disbelief the molding of myself , so true, and
the unfelt self-love that was once thought a long lost kindred spirit.
What I once knew of my passions once hidden, the solitude of my deepest
darkest secrets, and my untouched fantasies, only truest of soul mates will have the
power to divulge. One with the mystical and purest of love shall shatter all that I have
kept so concealed and uninhabited for all my life. The once unbreakable and
indestructible barricade, suddenly without notice and with reluctance unknowingly finds
the empowerment to demolish itself, pulverizing and recreating my truest, unbelievable
shine. Only my effervescent mind could transform into a protesting and unwanted sight
in the mirror. My past hesitancy of allowing myself to have found this strikingly forcible
power of my inner most pain, and heartache can fiercely become a flawless
empowerment! Yet I can still fall into what was once believed to be a deservingly
bottomless pit full of fear, heartache, loneliness and death; to only feel my true healing
in becoming myself and becoming evident, will forever flow freely to sparkle as the
brightest star, so beautiful, strong, amazing, true and authentic molding, becoming me. I
can use my faults, my heartache and experiences vigorously for all to see, hear, feel
and the living survivor I have finally become.
Signed and written by,
Christy Donnelly

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