"How Lucky"
By: De Ona Marie
23Nov23

Words can't express
The feelings that I feel
How I don't think I'm good enough
Or even have any appeal
I know that you deserve
Nothing but the best
And how you should never
Settle for anything less
How I wanna be that person
You hold close to your heart
And how nothing could ever
Tear us apart
Words can't express
The feelings that I feel
There is a hole in my heart
That you're helping me heal
Can't you see what's goin on here
Can't you see I'm in love with you?
I really don't know what to say
Or what I'm supposed to even do?
I get butterflies in my stomach
When you're only standing two feet away
And our relationship isn't
Something you disrespect or down-play
You're committed to one person
Loving with every ounce that's in you
From the very first second we talked
Something in my heart just knew
Do what you say and
Say what you mean
There's no hidden messages
Or any in betweens
I try not to get close to anyone
Cause everyone ALWAYS leaves
Everyone has their personal opinions
Or what they choose to believe
What some want from me is
Something I truly don't know
All I can do is keep trying
And maybe try to go with the flow
My heart pulls in so many directions
It's sometimes hard to keep up
Sometimes it leaves you feeling empty
But most times you often stuck
What could you get stuck in
Inquiring minds wanna know
You get stuck in all your feelings
And you get so emotional
When you get all caught up
It really sucks when you're the only one
They say you can't help WHO you love
Is what it is when it's all said and done
I've been there before
But I think this one loves me
We get along for the most part
Truly I'm the one who's lucky
He looks out for my well being
And always tucks me in @ night
I haven't found ANY flaws
Even tho I've tried with all my might
He's solid, bullet proof, keeping it 💯
Is there such thing as perfect?
With him, I don't have to wonder.
Nothing I would change
He's perfect in every way
The love grows and grows
More with each different day

© De Ona Marie Charamut