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Finding it hard to be greatfull
Today was Thanksgiving in tradition family comes to gather some near others from a far taking thier turn sighting what they are thankfull for

everyone eating till stomachs are full or some till the belly bulging out of thier clothes some napping some drinking and im not there

Im stuck here thinking im not happy what am i thankful for this years been crappy i cant see thanks for a dam thing ...so thankfull for my health not while looking at my babys ashes sitting on the shelf happy for the family around cant be because im alone its just me a heart broken empty soul with echos of memory's and promises told or lies i guess they would be lost without my girls im a man who needs a family this marks the 2nd year home alone there is no more life here just memory's of what was to be so for now no celebrations for me
© David Barrett