should I just detach myself from the world
or stay connected
should I just hold it in or shout it out load
should I let these screams out and open my mouth or do I keep it in like how it has always been
should I force myself to move ahead and work on my future or take a break and heal myself first
a thousand doubts and I seem to be clueless
be kind to others they say but I need time
I got no energy to spend on others couz am on a journey to recover

© Noorain