I wish I didn't feel this way,
Constant restlessness shouldn't get a say.
Comes wrecking havoc on any good choice,
You've gone ahead and lost your voice.
Your shadow recedes into the darkness you own.
You don't belong here. This I thought you'd outgrown.
You found comfort alone so you could flee to your dreams,
Where no one could hurt you, away from there screams.
You choke back hot words not wanting to swallow,
Yet you can't spit them...