I'm sorry from the deepest parts of my vacant soul.

I allowed my surrounding chaos to influence my actions.

I've learned to portray a deceptive calm so not to draw attention.

Unfortunately, this left you feeling abandoned during your storms.

This mirage of calm is something I too have come to believe as real.

I find myself seeking it in the darkness desperate for balance & stability.

But no worries my luv.

This illusion shall soon fade and it is I who will fall for...