Several time I ask myself this question.

Are you okay?

and I just don't know the beginning of my lies that I have told to myself, just conclude my existence.

This regularness of life quite a mess these days.

The shuffleness of emotions brings chaos unconditionally.

You know the feeling of cloudy emotions.
everything just feels like another illusion.
those never ending voices in my head are searching those red doors of my heart to come out and see the light of hope.

But still the question left behind that 'are you okay?...