I try but I quite often fail,
I feel like I can’t measure up to your expectations,
I am truly exhausted from all of this torment,
I get happy then quickly get sad,
I try to fake it but it doesn’t seem to help,
Why must I go through this again and again?
When dare I ask will it all end?
I try to be strong but it doesn’t matter,
Why do I feel like I’m not good enough,
even for myself?
I can’t help but to wish that I was a different person,
Then maybe this wouldn’t happen,
Maybe then people would see me,
Maybe then I would like me.
How come I feel like I am being lied too?
Constantly in a state of fear and panic,...