i just want my heart to stop hurting
to stop yearning for everything
that i dont currently have
its unfair that when i type the letter
your name is automatically filled in
i cant help but refresh my brain
by going over all of the things
i miss being loved
i miss feeling a connection
no one has ever whispered the words you had to me
i fully regret being so angry
i know my temper is uncontrolled
but by leaving it be and not offering support
only allowed me to sink further in my hole
and i did all i could
to pull you back in
it is with the wind now
no reason to yell into the unknown
i still wish someone looked at me like you did
and saw me for more than what the surface held
id say sorry but it means nothing to you
ive said it millions times before
youve...