Within the chaos
Inside burning in grief
Nobody to blame for
Maybe the problem reside
In my mindset or in thoughts
Therefore I suffer in vain
Feels like the head gonna explode
Yet the pain and grief I explore in brief .

What have I done wrong I asked to me
Often the answer just comes in signs
I feel the blessings and saw signs
but again I became whole broken
Time passing so fast and years in blink
So the expectations of my few ones
But I'm the same with no shame
Had faced...