I lost myself in a room
A room filled with darkness and me,
A real me waited behind the locked door,
But I still had no courage to break it.

I waited for her,
She waited for me ,
But none found each other
So I lost her drastically.

I needed a room ;
So that someone can hear my cries ,
especially wanted her ,
but she left my side .

She can still come ,
But the darkness and the door are the foe,
Can't see her but can hear and feel her though .

It is an unusual sensation within myself ,
It feels like a dark black hole -
opening and closing to gulp down the Concord.

So that I lost myself ,
and thus she,
Never found each other
but she can hear me.

Untill one day finally,
I realised ... she told me something,
like " just turn on the “ lights ”"
I ransacked and found it in a few days later.

I grabbed the keys ,
And opened the locked door ,
And embraced each other
like lost souls .

Thanks to her ...
Finally I can be better.
Because these days
Were the ones I tried to find the most .

But still I can hear and feel her though
Can't see because it's the inner eye of mine ,
Again I lost the negetive one ,
And found myself for sure.

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