I feel like I can't have a choice to who to choose without hurting you...I care about you and I feel like I have feelings for you. I felt like I loved you...I don't know if there is a spark to unite the flame to burst to fire as tears flare up and thunderstorms roar... lighting strikes as you flash by on away from my very distant dreams...that become screams. The nightmares are very real and scary I'm horrified by the fact I might have to live and go on without your presence. I thought I found the missing link to my missing piece of my...