Oh why Oh why How can this be
have I gone blind
And did a repeat of the old me
Lol this is real funny
Cause I was just talking to god about the new me
How I was ready
To elevate, grow and get this money
Backsliding is real ' I wasn't on point
It took one small little thing from my past that was the cause of a last point
Blinded by responsibility and fake opportunitys
Leaving me unbalanced Broken with
god shaking me
Saying child awaken now
Do you not see what Iv put before you
Iv walked you through this not once but two
So I started back Preyer and withdrew
from the this nightmare
That I created and blamed on God
Like it was him who created this squad
That came against me with no regard
With all my children and what we had left sitting in this yard
What had baggett me
That I would change so quickly
Leaving my faith and Armor at the door
Like I didn't need it anymore
Knowing there's a path leading straight to the Devil out that door
fasting became our food and water
because we reached a point where the signs weren't there anymore
Now that iv noticed that I slide back further then before
Im ready to make it official
And never walk back through that door.


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