I'm feeling like I'm being incomplete..
I feel like I'm in a parallel universe!
I want to be others who are happy and complete..
me, an incomplete person, trying to hide my scars!

I was the one who was loving myself..
But now it has become topsy-turvy!
Right now, when I see the mirror, I hate myself..
why I exist? I feel my heart is heavy!

I miss me! the old me! the happy me!
I just took a decision wrong in my life..
it made me feel sick and carefree!
I'm stabbing myself with a knife..

why am I different from others?
why am I not happy while others enjoy their life?
neither did I spoil the life of others?
nor did I cheat, nor I try escape the life?

the one who do mistakes! the one who do sins!
they all are happy! why god is making me go through this?
god abscised my happiness, my joy.. what's the sake of this abscission?
do y'all think I don't know the life basics?

I know everything! I know y'all act like a good person!
I know y'all do a lot of mistakes and cover it up!
I know y'all are never ready to hear my explanation!
I know y'all are trying to push me from the cliff as a group!

Why I feel cold while others are warm?
Why I feel different from others?
Though I am facing everything calm!
But why am I not like others?

The warmth that I never felt in my life!
The memories that have faded in my life!
Will I get it back? Or it will fade forever?
Should I face the world moreover?

I'm wondering why I born!!
I'm wondering why am going through this!!
My whole life is like a storm!!
I know everything here is amiss!!

Don't know why I born..
Don't know what am going to do in this world..
Just wanted always to face it calm..
Now I know life is a sharp sword..

[just feeling sad today.. don't know why.. so I was having a sad mood to write poem..]

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