I'm feeling like I'm being incomplete..
I feel like I'm in a parallel universe!
I want to be others who are happy and complete..
me, an incomplete person, trying to hide my scars!

I was the one who was loving myself..
But now it has become topsy-turvy!
Right now, when I see the mirror, I hate myself..
why I exist? I feel my heart is heavy!

I miss me! the old me! the happy me!
I just took a decision wrong in my life..
it made me feel sick and carefree!
I'm stabbing myself with a knife..

why am I different from others?
why am I not happy while others enjoy their life?
neither did I spoil the life of others?
nor did I cheat, nor I try escape the life?

the one who do mistakes! the one who do sins!
they all are happy! why god is making me go through this?...