Still making origami lilies.
Just another useless talent I have.
Don't understand why I still make them.
I used to make them for you.
Now I say I make them for myself.
It's true now

But I miss you.
I really do.
Even though I shouldn't do.
I hate this feeling.
But I can't get over it.
Neither can I get over you.

But I want to.
I hate this.
I feel different.
Two days before I wanted to kill you.

But now I rather kiss you.
I feel tis again.
It's against my will.
I hate when I feel like this.
I hate you,myself and the fact
we're just friends.

I really hope you miss me.
Because I do.
I really,fucking miss you.
Besides all of this I'll probably
cry everything at night.
It'll be really cozy.
Kinda hope you could feel it too.

I should stop because it's turning into a...