It’s disturbing always hearing all those dark voices inside your head!
Always telling you everyone is much better off if you were dead!
Always having that feeling of looming dread!

Wishing not to wake up every night when you go to bed!
Never looking forward to the next day ahead!
Think you’re weak with all the tears you’ve shed!

Often wondering if everything would be better off if you just up and fled!
It doesn’t matter what all kind things people have said!
A fragile mind barely hanging on by the thinnest piece of thread!

Your mind is so broken the negative thoughts in you continue to spread!
Sometimes unintentionally these demons continue to be fed!
Every ounce of who you once were slowly being shred!

Have you become so broken that now you wish for it all to be over?
Wishing for it with all the luck from a four-leaf clover!

Is all you think about now is wishing you’d just die?
Is that how you feel a truth or a lie?
Is it truly how you feel something you can’t deny?

Maybe you need a good long cry!
Happiness truly is something you can’t buy!
In your head several times you’ve already said goodbye!

What if all you can do is just sit there and sigh?
You keep asking yourself that question that you’re here for what reason and why!
You don’t want to be here and continue to try!

All you wish for and want anymore is for your death!
If it happened what would you say with your very last and final breath?

© BDawg90