Drowning in a Never lasting confusion
I could've said swimming
But no , drowning is much more convenient
My wording is very precise yet not so flattering.

I'm drowning not swimming as I'm not choosing where I go
Drowning As I don't want to be here , but I'm the one who drove myself here
Drowning as I'm not the one choosing my destination but aware that there's a way out.

Why do I not look for one then ?
What's holding me back
Waves keep blowing me as I think
I feel them taking me to the other direction
But what can I do ? What else can I do than waste time trying to figure it out.

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