11 days, a million ways,
I'm trapped in my own mind,
askin God to give me a sign,
I'm scared and I'm nervous,
tested negative for the covit,
which way should I go,
take a right or go left,
I try to speak out,
but they all deaf,
I burned a lot of bridges,
and lost people in the mix,
wish I can go back in time,
but it's somethin I can't fix,
I gotta think of this logically,
take my time on it like biology,
I'm smokin up this weed,
think how I'll never have his seed,
locked up in the cage,
insane all around me,
this chapter of my life about to be over,
turn the page,
all my life of plivages are taken,
never walkin down the isle,
or hold my first child,
running away,
100 miles,
I wanna do good,
so I take the worst end of the stick,
I know God love me,
I'm the choose one he picked,
so I'mma follow God,
abandon the old me,
hopefully everyone see the change inside of me.
© without a test, you can't have a testimony.