Life is unfair
However we can try to balance it

Things are sometimes opposite
As in your actions may not be reciprocated by others

Its hard when you are a type of person that forgives others wrongs
Yet no one can forgive your wrongs

I know it is unfair
But we can't let that change us

We have to hope and pray that you can find a person like yourself
Or perhaps someone better to show you forgiveness and kindness or whatever else you lacked receiving yet you give it

This is just the way it is
This is life