I have been feeling unworthy all my life.
Unworthy of my skin,
Unworthy of what is within.
Never loved my reflections even on clear water,
Never loved my voice even the one inside my head,
I am just not wired to love myself
But I see you loving me
As if I am special..
And it boggles my mind
To watch you listen to my words
mesmerized,
as if they mean something at all.
I try to find my worth
in the twinkle of your eyes.
And I smile..
because at least I am worthy
to make you smile.

© Rr